So, my friends were here and they are all boyfriends and girlfriends and I was alone bc my boyfriend doesn’t lives here. He’s from another state but whatever… The problem is that I never felt alone and today I did. There was a feeling in my chest that made everything awkward. I didn’t know why. I just wish he was there with me. He’s so different from the other boys. I know he would treat me so well that everybody would find us the cutest couple. This distance is so fucking hard. I can’t handle it.
“If you only live once why we keep doing the same shit? back home where I come from we keep being born again and again and again that’s why they invented karma.”